It was the first time in my life that I looked at myself so seriously, only to find that a little woman was turning into a mother, one of the owners of a title that everyone in the world respected in their hearts, and a warm feeling suddenly rose in my heart.
Before, I was not prepared in the slightest. I didn't expect a small life to come into my body so easily. When I realized that he (she) might have been conceived in me, I panicked, thinking about the financial constraints and the embarrassment of life, the only option seemed to be to terminate his (her) life.
My husband thought the same thing at the time. He's so irritable because we haven't paid off our debts, we haven't had our own house, we haven't had the means to support him (her), and we...he's also so hesitant because he doesn't want to lose his flesh and blood, Affecting my body, reluctance to let our first child die on the hospital operating table, reluctance to…
We ended up leaving him (her). Dear baby, just because you are the crystallization of parental love, the continuation of our blood and blood, and the precious life that we have managed to escape and survive tenaciously. You are a gift from fate and a grace from God! We choose to have you.
The baby was only two months old when I had my first check-up. Before that, I could not feel his (her) existence, nor did I have nausea and vomiting and other pregnancy symptoms. I even suspected that I did not have his (her) power at all, and I was still a thin body like before. However, during the obstetric examination, I clearly knew his (her) existence!
When I was lying on the maternity bed, I was still so calm, but when the ultrasound detector was cruising in my lower abdomen, my heart began to beat wildly. Is he (she) really there? Is he (she) normal? Will he (she) move now? Is he (she) already like a little person? ...Suddenly, there was a sound of "cha" and "cha" in the instrument, and then a clear and urgent sound of "pop, tom, tom..." accompanied by the crack!
"The fetal heart rate is normal." The doctor's simple words brought tears to my eyes! Fetal heart! Oh, fetal heart! My dear baby, your heart is beating powerfully, you have become a life, you are living quietly in my body, growing on your own, whether or not your mother feels you!
I started to care about him (her) so much! I had a quarrel with my husband, and after crying, I was worried whether he (she) would have a cleft lip because of my bad mood; I had a cold and a low fever, and I was worried that his (her) small body would be affected by the virus; in order to prevent a high fever, I took medicine and worried about the medicine It has teratogenic effects, and I am afraid that he (she) will not be stimulated to develop well... Everything has become cautious, all for my baby to grow up healthily in his (her) "little house".
At seventeen weeks, I started to feel strange sensations in my abdomen, like a fish blowing bubbles and a bird flapping its wings. At this point, I stopped all movements and tried to capture those sensations, but everything returned to calm, as if nothing had happened. After a few days like this, I was nervous and exhausted, and I suspected that I was hallucinating by focusing too much on fetal movement. But I quickly dismissed my suspicions happily.
My child, grow up well, my mother is looking forward to your coming to the world, that day will be the happiest day of my mother!
Use the doppler baby heart monitor to view the heartbeat of the fetus in the abdomen, observe the fetus at all times, and pay attention to his growth.